12-20-2018, 08:17 PM
(12-20-2018, 11:47 AM)Anne Wrote: Hi Michelle,Anne, oh, I certainly agree. I probably won't either, but I'm not going to give up trying. Maybe at some point i can become that 'cougar on the prowl'. And the same with your comment 'man-on-man experience'. In my mental state, especially when I am dressed femme, I don't see myself as male. In fact, I have come to not really like being dressed as a male anymore. But my societal situation dictates that i do. But someday, i just might find that lover in the morning to wake up to.... Michelle
I've been looking for the same person as you for a year now. From my experience, it is quite difficult to find a man who can and will accept you as the "woman you try and want to be". I have enjoyed oral sex with a couple of other crossdressers but they want to be en femme as much as me so that situation kind of fails to meet the criteria of finding a man to be with. I've mentioned this in other posts, but I don't consider myself gay and am not interested in a man-on-man experience. I want to be Anne for me and for a man who will accept Anne for what she is. I want to be Anne and please a man as Anne. I enjoyed performing oral on those two crossdressers because to me, they were dressed en femme but I only saw them as men for me to pleasure. Trying to find that special guy.....for me, I would have better luck trying to find the Loch Ness monster. I wish you the best in your search and hope you can fulfill your dream but I caution you that it may take time....more time than you might think.
Anne