10-13-2015, 10:52 AM
I stumbled onto this web site and look forward to visiting the store. I am a deeply closeted cross dresser / transexual who has dressed on occasions and even transformed (but did not go out) once in Las Vegas. I had gone out a couple of times when I was younger and even had a female friend once who new my desires. Like I am sure everyone has experienced, i began to sneak my cousins clothes when I spent time over her house when I was 4. I had no sisters and ocassional wore my mom's clothes. I denied my dream all my life getting married and having a family - to this day I do not want to hurt them or change their image of me. Yet, especially when I am stressed, I can not help but imagine what it would be like to transition and live as a woman - the yearning can be so strong at times. I have gone through the depression and anxieties even though I accepted myself through counseling in my 30's and 40's. I cherish those moments when I can dress and the only regret I have is when I have to change back. From everything i am reading. I look forward to spending time being the woman I always wanted to be visiting Janet's Closet. Thank you for allowing me to write so much.