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Heh Everyone - Jackie289 - 10-13-2015
I stumbled onto this web site and look forward to visiting the store. I am a deeply closeted cross dresser / transexual who has dressed on occasions and even transformed (but did not go out) once in Las Vegas. I had gone out a couple of times when I was younger and even had a female friend once who new my desires. Like I am sure everyone has experienced, i began to sneak my cousins clothes when I spent time over her house when I was 4. I had no sisters and ocassional wore my mom's clothes. I denied my dream all my life getting married and having a family - to this day I do not want to hurt them or change their image of me. Yet, especially when I am stressed, I can not help but imagine what it would be like to transition and live as a woman - the yearning can be so strong at times. I have gone through the depression and anxieties even though I accepted myself through counseling in my 30's and 40's. I cherish those moments when I can dress and the only regret I have is when I have to change back. From everything i am reading. I look forward to spending time being the woman I always wanted to be visiting Janet's Closet. Thank you for allowing me to write so much.
RE: Heh Everyone - KaylaK - 10-13-2015
Welcome Jackie!
RE: Heh Everyone - Jackie289 - 10-13-2015
Thank you Kaylak. I as hoping to meet or chat with some people.
RE: Heh Everyone - KaylaK - 10-13-2015
Well, I think I am the only one here
RE: Heh Everyone - Michelle Rae - 10-13-2015
Welcome Jackie,such a pretty name.
RE: Heh Everyone - Nicole - 10-13-2015
Hello Jackie,
I know your pain… I also have a wife and family. Recently, within this past year, I just could not stand all the loneliness and isolation that I (Nicole) has had to live with. With that I finally shared with my closest friend (who happens to be gay but not a cross-dresser) and my eldest daughter (I have 3 adult children). I was pleasantly surprised to find that both were not only accepting, but also felt that I might have been somewhat 'different'. Evidently I sit more like a girl and my hand expressions are feminine.
Well I have been up to Janet's (I live in central Ohio) several times… even let Bunny do a transformation for me. Well that has led me to where I am today… and that is that I am building my wardrobe and I am planning on my first 'outting' later this year… with more changes to come.
Anyway, I apologize for having gone on so much about myself. Let me say welcome and I hope that we might chat more.
Hugs,
Nicole
RE: Heh Everyone - Jackie289 - 10-14-2015
Hi back to each of you. Thank you so much for saying Hi and sharing. Nicole you shared so much and my best wishes are with you. I think that is so great you had such support. I am sure you realize I am going through the "everyone will hate and abandon me". I really do not know what I will do but know I need to do something. I hope we get to chat more. I would love to hear more about your how things are going for you. And , to all of you, I have always felt I always wished I had girl friends and would welcome the opportunity to have.... well girl talk.