02-04-2020, 11:27 PM
(10-18-2019, 09:18 PM)MichelleL Wrote: Oh, come on now. I really got one for fun. I have been fascinated with them and got one to try out. I'm too much of a scardy cat to let someone lock me up and hold the key; assuming I knew someone that I could do that with. Hell, I'm still scared to give up my virginity. And that fear runs all the way from the physical safety, through medical, through (don't laugh) what if I found I just liked it too much. Yes, that part worries me too. I know at some point I will, if just to find out what it's like. Maybe it turns out to be a one and done. I really don't know. And, like any woman, I'm afraid I won't be attractive enough, or be good enough at doing it. I wish I knew a very understanding man, that I could trust would take his time with me. But I have been chatting with that guy that I was chatting with back in May, before my hiatus. I guess time will tell. Love you all, MichelleHi Michelle
I know exactly how you feel about the trusting someone with a key! I have just entered I to an agreement with a new Mistress and she has told me she wants me to be caged. I have never gone there before, even though I have had several doms/dommes. She also wants to try feminization on me which again is uncharted territory for me. I am very excited but also very nervous as this is way out of my comfort zone but well inside my fantasy zone! My inner slut is winning and I am scheduled to become her new submissive slut/ slave next week. I am scared to be humiliated pegged and used as a slut, knowing that its really what I need and want.