Transisting from male to female

[SamanthaBrown_17]

Hello Everyone
I am Samantha Brown, I am a single white transgender who is 51 yrs old and I live in Aitkin, Mn.
I am Transiting from male to female and I have know since I was about 5-6 yrs old that something wasn't right. But when I became 12-13 yrs old I knew that there was a problem with myself and the way I was feeling and I really didn't grasp on what I should do or ask.
So I stuffed all my feeling deep down inside me and I never told anyone about who I should have been the way I was feeling. So for the next 44 yrs I became so deeply scared and I used alcohol to medicate my feelings, and that became so much out of control I tried to take my own life 3 time.
But on November 25, 2013 I refused to stop for a police and I was drinking & driving, well I crashed my vehicle by hitting a tree at over 100 mph and no seatbelt I wanted to die.
But God had stepped in and he gave me a second chance at life, so I went to treatment that was GLBT Program. I became open with myself and who I wanted to be and on December 02, 2014 I started taking Estradiol as a patch and I moved up to pill form 2 times a day.
I was just down to Minneapolis, Mn on Friday and my doctor told me that my Hormones are at the level my doctor wants, but she put me on Progesterone.
I was a little upset and I wanted to start my hormone injections now, but my doctor wants me to come back in 6 months.
I was born on February 17, 1964 in a small community west of the Twin Cities in Minnesota.
I grew up on a dairy farm and had no brothers or sisters, I am in search for someone to share my life with, I am in the process of building a New Home for myself.

[Michelle Rae]

Samantha, it's a good thing to come to terms with and accepting your true nature. Congrats girl. Hope all goes well for you.

[Nicole]

Hello Samantha,

Wow! May this next leg of your journey be a rewarding experience. It certainly sounds as though you may now be in touch with yourself.

Peace & Hugs,
Nicole

[Jackie289]

Heh lady. You have been through so much I hope the next leg of your journey goes well and brings you happiness.

Will think of you,

Jackie

[joanne6970]

Hello Everyone
I am Samantha Brown, I am a single white transgender who is 51 yrs old and I live in Aitkin, Mn.
I am Transiting from male to female and I have know since I was about 5-6 yrs old that something wasn't right. But when I became 12-13 yrs old I knew that there was a problem with myself and the way I was feeling and I really didn't grasp on what I should do or ask.
So I stuffed all my feeling deep down inside me and I never told anyone about who I should have been the way I was feeling. So for the next 44 yrs I became so deeply scared and I used alcohol to medicate my feelings, and that became so much out of control I tried to take my own life 3 time.
But on November 25, 2013 I refused to stop for a police and I was drinking & driving, well I crashed my vehicle by hitting a tree at over 100 mph and no seatbelt I wanted to die.
But God had stepped in and he gave me a second chance at life, so I went to treatment that was GLBT Program. I became open with myself and who I wanted to be and on December 02, 2014 I started taking Estradiol as a patch and I moved up to pill form 2 times a day.
I was just down to Minneapolis, Mn on Friday and my doctor told me that my Hormones are at the level my doctor wants, but she put me on Progesterone.
I was a little upset and I wanted to start my hormone injections now, but my doctor wants me to come back in 6 months.
I was born on February 17, 1964 in a small community west of the Twin Cities in Minnesota.
I grew up on a dairy farm and had no brothers or sisters, I am in search for someone to share my life with, I am in the process of building a New Home for myself.

When I was younger, I used to wear pantyhose while milking! A stanchion barn can get pretty cold sometimes. Everytime I bent over to remove a bucket, I could feel the nylons. Cows are gone now, but not the nylons!!