04-28-2016, 02:16 PM
This forum is the only place that I have told my whole story... Until yesterday.
Not really sure why, or how I did it but... I felt I needed to tell someone outside of this forum. For some reason I called a long time friend (a straight female) that I had a crush on years ago,& still do (except Im married) she said she had/has a crush on me also...which made the conversation even more difficult for me. Told her the WHOLE story, with every thought that she was going to flip out. She was sort of shocked and confused at the beginning of the story, but as I continued she was very interested. By the time I told her exactly how often, and how far I dress up in private. She was very impressed with the fact that I hid something weighing SOOO heavy on my heart and in my head. We talked for over 4 hours. Durring the conversation she asked me if I would come visit her sometime so we could talk in person. She lives almost 5 hours away. I dont know how I could do that, it would be VERY hard to explain to my wife. She then said it would probably be beneficial to me. I asked her why??? She told me she wants to dress me up, make me pretty, and take me out on a date!!! My jaw hit the floor!!! My wife only knows I wear pantyhose, and this other straight girl wants to take me out on a date as Kara!!! I am still in shock!!! It would be AWESOME to be able to go out in public, but I am NERVOUS & SCARED. I'm not sure if she just wants me to feel what its like in public, or if she wants to act on her feelings for me. Honestly both would be great, but Im not a cheater!!! Unless you call self pleasure dressed as a girl cheating. Any thoughts you girls have would be GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!
Kara
Not really sure why, or how I did it but... I felt I needed to tell someone outside of this forum. For some reason I called a long time friend (a straight female) that I had a crush on years ago,& still do (except Im married) she said she had/has a crush on me also...which made the conversation even more difficult for me. Told her the WHOLE story, with every thought that she was going to flip out. She was sort of shocked and confused at the beginning of the story, but as I continued she was very interested. By the time I told her exactly how often, and how far I dress up in private. She was very impressed with the fact that I hid something weighing SOOO heavy on my heart and in my head. We talked for over 4 hours. Durring the conversation she asked me if I would come visit her sometime so we could talk in person. She lives almost 5 hours away. I dont know how I could do that, it would be VERY hard to explain to my wife. She then said it would probably be beneficial to me. I asked her why??? She told me she wants to dress me up, make me pretty, and take me out on a date!!! My jaw hit the floor!!! My wife only knows I wear pantyhose, and this other straight girl wants to take me out on a date as Kara!!! I am still in shock!!! It would be AWESOME to be able to go out in public, but I am NERVOUS & SCARED. I'm not sure if she just wants me to feel what its like in public, or if she wants to act on her feelings for me. Honestly both would be great, but Im not a cheater!!! Unless you call self pleasure dressed as a girl cheating. Any thoughts you girls have would be GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!
Kara
