Sexual preference when I'm femm

[CanuckGirl]

Then, immediately after professing our ignorance of where we are sexually, we read this...

Dare I make a small confession here? I suppose so.

I've always been pretty firmly hetro, men as such don't turn me on dressed or not. <snipped> Where it gets mixed up for me is when I meet a pretty crossdresser, gurl, trans, whatever term you want to use as it is femininity which is attractive to me, and I start to wonder how it might be to make out with her.

It was so powerful to read the words in my head in someone else's post.  It isn't hyperbole when we say we experienced healing reading that.  Thank you so much for 'confessing' this.  The part we snipped was talk of you going out.  We've never gone out dressed but we've asked ourselves what our reaction would be to discover that the person we we're getting physical with had a biological sex different than the one we assumed.  We can't imagine any further, we have no idea what we'd want to do.  We were responding to their feminine energy and that drives us forward.  But there's a pretty big hetero force countering that.  The truth is, we've always wanted to know the answer to that - long before we knew we were a girl.  We've even thought about seeking it out but if we got to the line and discovered we didn't want to go any further, we wouldn't.  We wouldn't want to do that to anyone, it would feel like using them.  So we never found out.

One night after dinner a very lovely gurl I'd never met before moved over to me to discuss an upcoming event, and was sitting beside me rubbing her stocking'd legs against mine!
Oh my, was that a bit of a turn on for me, maybe her too but it didn't go any further. She is trans with small natural boobs and the outfit was somewhat revealing of them which just upped the sexy appeal.
So what could happen in a different situation, who knows.

We're going to have to start charging you rent if you're going to live in our head! j/k  We would be losing our mind in that situation.  We spent thirty years perfecting that particular fantasy and it just goes and happens to you one day?  ~head hits desk....repeatedly~

We saw from you last paragraph that you took our threat of charging you rent seriously and moved out of our head.  If you'd like it, we'll leave a ~hug~ right here for you.  Thanks again.


 I'll take that hug from you with thanks! Maybe some days I'm too honest for my own good! But all this does get me questioning what I've thought was true for me.
 Think of sexuality as an evolving thing, not cast in stone like we have been led to believe, just like we have about so many other things.
 
 I have another wee confession to make but later, as my computer is running out of power.
 Amy