02-13-2024, 08:12 AM
I realized recently that I just went through the same stages with names that I went through with clothes a few years ago when I started to seriously explore my feminine self. When I first bought clothes, I went with...well, trashy to be honest. I wanted to look sexy, I guess, but none of them felt comfortable or looked right. As I got more comfortable, my clothing choices got more simple. Now I feel like my best feminine self in leggings and a sweater. I usually change right after I get home from work and just enjoy lounging comfortably,. Then it dawned on me that I did the same thing when I was ready to choose a feminine name. I went with Alyssa because I thought it was the prettiest, sexiest name, but it never felt quite like me. A few days ago, a different name hit me sort of out of the blue, and I thought, "Yes, that's really who I am." It's been almost insistent, if that makes any sense. So anyway, I'd like to reintroduce myself to all of you as Sarah, which puts a smile on my face just writing. This is the only place I can openly talk about all of this, so thank you for listening, and if you're kinda new to this like me, I hope you find your true feminine self and love her.