Good Morning All Senior closeted dresser here but I remember the first time like it was yesterday , I was 13 home by myself found myself snooping around my older sister bedroom looking for a unlocked diary or something embarrassing what kid brothers do I opened a drawer and found myself starring at bras and panties most kids would have said ewe underwear and moved on but I did not something inside me told me to try them which I did words can not describe the magical feeling I had first the material against my skin but a different feeling inside, its like the bra and panties were a trigger or a key to open a hidden part of me as i pranced around looking at myself in the mirror shifting my hips twisting my shoulders no longer thinking I had to be a boy but I can be girly too. Dear Jamie 