10-18-2019, 09:18 PM
Oh, come on now. I really got one for fun. I have been fascinated with them and got one to try out. I'm too much of a scardy cat to let someone lock me up and hold the key; assuming I knew someone that I could do that with. Hell, I'm still scared to give up my virginity. And that fear runs all the way from the physical safety, through medical, through (don't laugh) what if I found I just liked it too much. Yes, that part worries me too. I know at some point I will, if just to find out what it's like. Maybe it turns out to be a one and done. I really don't know. And, like any woman, I'm afraid I won't be attractive enough, or be good enough at doing it. I wish I knew a very understanding man, that I could trust would take his time with me. But I have been chatting with that guy that I was chatting with back in May, before my hiatus. I guess time will tell. Love you all, Michelle 