03-09-2019, 01:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-09-2019, 01:48 PM by TashaBDavis.)
(03-09-2019, 08:18 AM)Stephanie_G Wrote: Welcome to the Forum, Tasha. You're among friend here. I can appreciate what you are experiencing. If you do some research, you'll find various theories about the causes of cross-dressing. I have an idea about why I do it. Still, I go through periods of accepting and rejecting my feminine side. I too have bought things only to purge them and regret it later. I enjoy the feel of my bras too. Why do they feel so good? I don't know. They just do.
Stephanie, thank you for your sweet reply. It is nice to know I'm not alone. I wish I had the courage to reach out and share my feelings, history and desires with someone. I know there are support groups. Unfortunately, I am a professional and deal with many of the members in my professional role. I am just not in a position where I can share. I feel very alone. But, again, I appreciate your note.
(03-09-2019, 12:20 PM)Dawna Wrote:(03-08-2019, 09:04 PM)TashaBDavis Wrote: I am sitting here at home, alone, my wife gone for a week. So, I get to dress. It is the first time in 6 months. I have a new blue bra, 42C, that I don't quite fill. Garter belt, black stockings and lovely blue sissy panties. I am feeling great, but sad and lonely at the same time. I wish I could share this side of me somehow. But, I am terrified. I am 66. I've been dressing since I was 8 and first tried on my mother's stockings (they were hanging on the bathtub curtain rod drying and felt so good to touch I just had to try them on). I have worn my mother's, my sister's, my wives' (yes 3), and purchased my own that I hide in the garage. And, I have spent enormous amounts only to throw things away in a panic. What is this life-long obsession? And why does my bra feel so good?
Tasha - welcome to the Forum . I am 64 years old , and I have always envied women their clothing ; the flirty skirts , their nylons , their stiletto-heeled boots , and their sexy little panties . I started building my wardrobe late 2016 . Two people know about me dressing " en femme " - my therapist and my best friend . I hope to be out of the closet after I am able to relocate . Take care and stay safe , Dawna .
Dawna, your story is amazing. To start at 64. Wow. Congratulations. You have more guts than I. I wish you well on your journey.