01-18-2016, 07:38 PM
Hello Rian,
Well congrats on being able to accept who/what you are… that was a VERY LONG journey for me. One that I wish I would have had the courage to have accepted decades sooner. Damn, I was soooo much more attractive back in my 20-30's… now I am 64 and look the part of an old lady! lol Though Roxy and Bunny do a beautiful job with my makeup.
While I sit here typing this to you, I take comfort knowing and feeling the weight of my silicone breasts nestled comfortably within my pocket bra. :-)
Yes, revealing myself to my eldest daughter and also my closest friend and their acceptance was quite a tension reliever… I would encourage you to be prepared for the worst… just in case and to have an expectation of how you believe that might make you feel. I can only say that I was quite worried about my daughter's reaction and quite relieved with her overwhelming acceptance and her acknowledgement that she sort of suspected… I guess that I tend to sit in a more feminine fashion and my hand gestures, she said, were a bit suspect to. lol My friend was much easier as I have known for quite a few years that he is gay. However my wife, son and other daughter and even my parents… I have no plans to reveal myself to them. They all give off a vibe and I just don't want to experience that rejection. :-( But given that, I can honestly say that since my limited reveal I am now enjoying much more Nicole time in that I now am able to go out with my daughter and my friend and experience a night out within the local LGBT community.
Okay, sorry… I tend to get chatty… this is enoug for now… just some of my thoughts
Hugs,
Nicole
Well congrats on being able to accept who/what you are… that was a VERY LONG journey for me. One that I wish I would have had the courage to have accepted decades sooner. Damn, I was soooo much more attractive back in my 20-30's… now I am 64 and look the part of an old lady! lol Though Roxy and Bunny do a beautiful job with my makeup.
While I sit here typing this to you, I take comfort knowing and feeling the weight of my silicone breasts nestled comfortably within my pocket bra. :-)
Yes, revealing myself to my eldest daughter and also my closest friend and their acceptance was quite a tension reliever… I would encourage you to be prepared for the worst… just in case and to have an expectation of how you believe that might make you feel. I can only say that I was quite worried about my daughter's reaction and quite relieved with her overwhelming acceptance and her acknowledgement that she sort of suspected… I guess that I tend to sit in a more feminine fashion and my hand gestures, she said, were a bit suspect to. lol My friend was much easier as I have known for quite a few years that he is gay. However my wife, son and other daughter and even my parents… I have no plans to reveal myself to them. They all give off a vibe and I just don't want to experience that rejection. :-( But given that, I can honestly say that since my limited reveal I am now enjoying much more Nicole time in that I now am able to go out with my daughter and my friend and experience a night out within the local LGBT community.
Okay, sorry… I tend to get chatty… this is enoug for now… just some of my thoughts
Hugs,
Nicole