10-25-2019, 07:21 AM
Okay, not everyday, but often enough.....
1. This facial hair has got to go. I want it gone right now, today, but I realize it will take some time.
2. Genital hair is the same. I'll be damned if I will let some forest grow between my legs!
3. I wish the hair on my head would grow the hell out. As in like the dolls with the toy store you could just unwind their hair. But I know hair only grows so fast, and the Women's Minoxidil takes between 6-9 months before you are supposed to see results.
4. Okay, I got rid of the testosterone producers, and it is just estrogen in my system; so where are my boobs? I want boobs! Now damnit! Okay, I know it can take a year, probably longer, of HRT, but come on already. Yes, I have A cups now, but that isn't enough........
So, then I sit back, take a deep breath, and go, 'it will take time. Be patient. You have plenty of time, there is no rush. And if time runs out, then who will care.' And then I am relaxed again. I wonder if this is what drives the anxiety and depression that some transwomen experience when things start to progress after they start transitioning. If it is, just take heart in the fact that you've started, and that is the biggest step forward. Love you all, Michelle
1. This facial hair has got to go. I want it gone right now, today, but I realize it will take some time.
2. Genital hair is the same. I'll be damned if I will let some forest grow between my legs!
3. I wish the hair on my head would grow the hell out. As in like the dolls with the toy store you could just unwind their hair. But I know hair only grows so fast, and the Women's Minoxidil takes between 6-9 months before you are supposed to see results.
4. Okay, I got rid of the testosterone producers, and it is just estrogen in my system; so where are my boobs? I want boobs! Now damnit! Okay, I know it can take a year, probably longer, of HRT, but come on already. Yes, I have A cups now, but that isn't enough........
So, then I sit back, take a deep breath, and go, 'it will take time. Be patient. You have plenty of time, there is no rush. And if time runs out, then who will care.' And then I am relaxed again. I wonder if this is what drives the anxiety and depression that some transwomen experience when things start to progress after they start transitioning. If it is, just take heart in the fact that you've started, and that is the biggest step forward. Love you all, Michelle